Today was a day like any other.... well... if those days were all busy little bees filled to the butthole with honey of tense christmas shoppers, coffee grind, cakes, whipped cream and grinder malfunctioning, ahhhh... I just love the smell of spent nerves in the evening! :D

OOOH! and dont forget broken glasses ;)

speaking of which... I was working today and I felt this tiny little prick in the sole of my foot... thinking it might be a shard of glass I didn't really want to walk alot on it thus letting it sink in and cause a nasty little infectious party of dirt and germs, so I headed for the staff toilet where I would sit down and try to pry it from my skin. YEGADS! When I checked out my foot it was no shard of glass... but a human hair! A human hair was about half a centemeter into the skin of my foot! HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE!!!! Surely the molecular density of the human hide must provide enough protection so that a pliable object like HUMAN HAIR canNOT sink into it?!

Then again I am no physician....

Weirder still.... I got a tip today... a big one.... 1000 kr..... it was more than the lady paid for her purchase.... I was getting her order, some croissants and coffee or such, the whole time she was complaning (in a very innocent "I don't mean no offence" happy kind of way) about how our company had gone downhill in our pastry department and I of course took offence, but did a very good job of hiding my annoiance, kept a smile on my face and announced the amount of money she would have to pay to recieve her "low quality" pastries and coffee, which was about 700+ kr. She inadvertently handed me 2000 kr. I handed her 1000 kr. with a polite laugh and said "sorry but you gave me 1000 kr. more than you had too, allthough if you ment to tip me that would have been quite allright" (note: it's not a custom in iceland to tip, its just not done... it's not rude or anything to do so but it's higly irregular) then she laughed and I laughed and then out of the blue she said "you know what? I will" O_O and she handed me the thousand krown and I was FLABBERGHASTED! I did give it away to a charity for paraplegics... it just didn't feel right to take it... BUT THINK ABOUT IT! She muct have been high as a kite! LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIAMONDS! LÆK TÓTALLÍ!

You know, the internet is a very good activity for killing time, the hour I was trying to assassinate has been laid to rest alot faster than I had anticipated. Soon a few people of that happy bunch I invited to come over and watch the nightmare before christmas with will arrive and the festivities can begin! :D

FEEL THE JOY OF KRIMMUS!

anywho... I have nothing of interest on my mind...

I will but leave one word:

URINATE!

~Spookyo_O *splosh*

Well well, the great queen herself was bitching to me about not having blogged.... nice to know you people care at all ;P hehehehe.... Drinking a type of coffee I haven't tried before, I like it, it's spicy, dark, well rounded and not citricy at all (well I lie... its a bit but only during the end of the sip... so one has to keep drinking more to keep the not so good taste away (not so good to my oppinion but alot of people like it (only not I))) XD also it happens to be organically grown.... fairtrade or such... However I dont think I can finish a whole mug of it. I also bought my current favorite blend called mokka java yumm yumm I can't wait to make a pot of that little firecracker :D

I wanted to watch something heartwarming and feel-good so I threw spirited away into the dvd player.

Have you watched Drawn Together? Its a hoot!! =D its a animated reality show about 7 cartoon characters each an embodiment of one popular cartoon genre. There's a fairy princess which resembles Ariel the mermaid from the Disney movie, a rude disgusting pig as an epitomy of online cartoons, A super-hero of the american marvel comics, a silly nilly weird what-the-hell-he-is as a childrens animated character (like spongebob squarepants), a videogame queer ment to resemble Link from Zelda only this character is an uber-queer "on a neverending quest to save his girlfriend", a black and white washed out cartoon character that is the spitting image of Betty Boop and last but it seems not least is the mystery solving musician Foxy Love, I think she might have been an extra on scooby doo but laid off for her hereditary attributes (sad sad sixties).

I just went out fore some popcorn and soda.... lousy gas station... they're ample in munchies and nachos but as for popcorn and COLD Kristal+ (Icelandic soda, fizzy water with various flavourings) they're lacking... quite so... darn potsmoking niche market.

anywho, thats enough for this evening. Hold your breath for my next post... I dare you! ;)

~Spookyo_O *snapp* *crackle* POPP!!!!!!!!

hver er anonymous? ég líð ekki nafnleysu á minni síðu! urrrr!

translation: "who is anonymous? I do not tolerate anonymity! grrrr!"

~Spookyo_O needs knowledge

wow... this is strange, I was reading my old bloggs and I couldn't possbly relate to that boy who was blogging, I think I have lost myself.. I havent been as happy as I should for some time now, I keep haing this loathing regard to myself and feeling like im floating in zero-gravity (in a bad-way). I miss knowing like I used to who I was and where I was going, knowing what I feel about this and that and being all ii all a more concrete person, now I'm more like myst or something its like I'm there but not really substantial, it's a horrible feeling.

I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...

This is all too strange...

~Spookyo_O needs a map...

wow... this is strange, I was reading my old bloggs and I couldn't possbly relate to that boy who was blogging, I think I have lost myself.. I havent been as happy as I should for some time now, I keep haing this loathing regard to myself and feeling like im floating in zero-gravity (in a bad-way). I miss knowing like I used to who I was and where I was going, knowing what I feel about this and that and being all ii all a more concrete person, now I'm more like myst or something its like I'm there but not really substantial, it's a horrible feeling.

I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...

This is all too strange...

~Spookyo_O needs a map...

Long time no post, I haven't updated since before gay pride :) it was awesome b.t.w.

Right now I am recovering from poisoning myself... that is I went drinking last night, it was a hoot ;) still I would have liked to dance more and I dont care one bit for the dj turning down the volume when playing nancy boy... silly man.

This is nice, it's my day off and I'm just relaxing at home, not going anywhere untill eight o'clock, I like this, I should really do more of it.

hmmmm....

hehe even my brain's relaxed :P

bye

~Spookyo_O

gay pride - stress
work - carpal tunnel syndrome
love - a possible summer marriage
school - application
home - new
cat - orphan
art - none
mentality - unknown
friends - love
money - houdini

you - reading


Spookyo_O - x_X

Drunken Sailor

What will we do with a drunken sailor?
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
Early in the morning!

Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!

Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Early in the morning!

Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!

Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Early in the morning!

Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!

Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Early in the morning!

Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!

Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Early in the morning!

Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!

That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
Early in the morning!

Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!

Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

I just wanted to start this post with that sentence :) wow.... this past week or two I have been planning a party to celebrate the birth of ME! :D but it seemed that everybody I was inviting to my party would not be able to show up save for a person here or a person there all of my closest friends would not be able to show up. I was so pissed, I couldn't stop whining about it, I was so utterly hurt that my closest circle of friends wouldn't make the time to come to my party... my 20th! But my lovely boyfriend did his best to cheer me up :) we wen't out and dined at a good italian restaurant (initially we were going to go to a thai restaurant but it seems thai restaurants in Iceland have evolved to suite the more carnivorus of clientele). On our way home we stopped by my old home to let my cat out, first to feed him. When we got home I remarked on the smell I smelled (usually there is this granny smell in our entrance) and said thait maybe our home was now developing a smell of our own =) and then upon opening the door to our hallway I noticed that it was completely dark on the other side of the door immediately knowing that something troutish was afoot, then I remember a bright flash following a loud scream of many voices "TIL HAMINGJU MEÐ AFMÆLIÐ!!!!" (translation= "happy birthday") UP I WENT like the cow that flew over the moon only screaming like a pre-pubescent banshee landing on my butt (after I tried to steady myself for a fraction of a seckond on my legs that had turned into wet bread) lying on my back cooing like a small wounded animal while getting my picture taken about 20 times.
I was so glad that the people who had been able to come had been so nice to do something like that for me but I nearly cried when I looked up and saw that Elín, Andri, Binni, Silja, Ingunn, Kristín, Adam, Ninna, Heiða, Daníel, Begga, Zonja & Atli were all there and my bestest friend in the whole world Arna was there beaming at me :) I love her so much and all of my friends, I'm getting misty in the eyes just thinking about it.

I want to thank Arna most of all for making this birthday as special as it can be and Kristján for helping her to deceive me.

I love every single one of my friends, you guys make my life the swirling chaos of color I want it to be.

Thank You :)

~Spookyo_O's cup's overflowing.

CRAZY!

Schedule from 10-24 every day, morning run and excercises, evening run and excercises, music session, mutality session, iphegenia, narrative stories, eating, all the time something to do, body aching and surrounded by BA's and MA's

intimidating, scary but finally fun, new and interesting.

these were my few words of report from polland in one of the pauses between sessions.

-Spookyo_O an aching muscle

Well, wow... it just hit me today... this morning actually that in ca. 12 hours I will be cecking in at Keflavik airport to embark on a trip to England and Polland... so much to do..... then its the problem of what to pack :S as little as possible in as a small bag I can find.
We have to do this narrative performance of our life and our experiences with other cultures.... I have no idea what I am going to do. Lets hope for the best ;P

I want to apologise to everyone who was graduating last weekend for not showing up at any graduation party, I didn't show up at one, I didn't have energy to walk let alone show up at a dozen parties :S It's nothing personal to anyone, I just decided consiously and unconsiously to block any thought of it because I was EXHAUSTED.

So I am very sorry and I congratulate every one of you for your sucess in academia :D and I wish you all the best of luck in your future plans and efforts for what ever path you choose to follow.

well... I'm off, I have to go get a case for my luggage in our garage and... alot of other stuff :$ *SIGH*

~Spookyo_O exasperated

Er allt í einu löglegt að auglýsa bjór á íslandi?

Ég er alltaf að sjá bjórauglýsingar núna...........

Go figure.

~Spookyo_O not as drunk as TV

I think this sentence is one of the most incredibly beautiful and powerful sentences I have ever seen... really do think about it:





You are free to go home










It's incredible......
~Spookyo_O mesmerised by words.

oh my lord... a GLORIOUS weekend off :P
So you got to sleep in you say? oh no, the universe has other plans for this fare boy of the rock of ice, I have noticed that when I do have a morning off something (or someone) always finds a way to wake me up before noon (people of my age are firm believers that sleeping in is waking up between two or three at the earliest) not that I'm complaining about this morning mind you, I got stirred by an sms from Þrallur who decided to come back home and didn't have any need to tell me... FUSS HÉGÓMI!!
So just this morning (it's 13:55 right now, I WAS gonna wake up in about an hour or so) I have fetched some laundry from the clothes line, and put more up to dry... although I have more dirty laundry to put in the machine but I didn't have time, Matti had to get going. Then we went to the Kringla (the mall of Reykjavík) and got to see Þrallur who of course went straight back to work (former/current employee of the grand specialty coffee company Kaffitár of which yours truly is also a ever improving employee/trainee)... And Dússí, a girl that also works at kaffitár at kringlan, suggested that I request to be either moved to kringlan or get to work there from time to time because I was complaining about not knowing how to set and work the grinder they have, I don't think I make good coffee at the national museum (where my coffee shop is) because It has a pre-set automatic grinder... SURE there's less excess coffee straight to the trash BUT theres also worse coffee with less personality! I understand now what people are talking about different coffee from different people, like a latte from kringlan is very creamy and nice and a latte from Bankastræti has this aftertaste or filling of something like leather or burnt wood... I love it... my lattes (or really just lattes in general) from the national museum have this stingy taste, it's not agressive or anything like that but it still bothers me. Plus I wont be able to compete in the barista competition if I only know how to work the automatic grinder :(.
So also after I got the text from Þrallur I tried to fall asleep again but then I had a GLORIOUS moment of awareness.... tonight I will fall asleep and tomorrow when I wake up... there will be only a few lonely moments till my love and light will be back in my arms and I in his :D this discovery gave my heart a jolt of adrenalin and my whole body got this buzz of delight :) and with that my sleep was out the window (which incessantly kept making this click nose in a completely random pattern which drove me NUTS!).

ca. 21 hours till I will be a complete person again, happy, loved and in love.

Spookyo_O the best is yet to come ;)

BAAAAH!:

Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?: One of a kind -Placebo

Will I have a happy life?: Placebo -Placebo

What do my friends think of me?: So far away -Carol King

What does my fianceé think of me?: Windowlicker -Aphex Twin :S

What will I do with my life?: Run on -Moby

Do people secretly lust after me?: Your eyes -Rent: Original brodway cast

What does my family think of me?: Holiday in the sun -Weezer

What describes my sexual side?: Hyper-Ballad -Björk

What's my soul like?: Chicken dance (techno) -Blue man group

:P this is fun... try it out

~Spookyo_O iPot..